Saturday, December 31, 2005
yeah....ah lian school girls were the main theme yesterday! wats happening? feel like u walked into the cinema halfway into the movie and u dunno whats happening?!?! well...lemme tell u then...*chuckles*
yesterday was NSAD Annual Xmas Bowling Competition and i was part of the fun committee....but seriously...we didnt do much...it was CPT Chan that did almost everything....hooray for her! lolx....
yesterday went to office in pink (not again groans everyone) for the com, and berms for me...funky man...then at 11+ we left for lunch and went str8 to Mt Faber Safra for setting things up...
i was taking attendance...ppl queuing up and tick....lolx...i was like some rara booth attendent...rara-ing them to come to my side....lolx
then com memebers we protested coz we cant play bowling...and in then end...opened one lane for us!!! yeah!!! got me, ZQ, ray, dom and ignatius from NSPC
ok...wats with ah lian school girls then?
yesterday's theme was everyone team has to come up with a theme and wear the costumes when bowling...one team was the Beggars' Sect. another was the ah bengs and ah lians...not the ah lian school girls though. Some stuck things on their shirts, most did nothing. but the most interesting group was Jade's group. they wore school uniforms!!! and ray and dom say she looks like ah lian...a cute ah lian....so the nick "Ah Lian School Girls!" lol...
of coz got fashion show...and we 5 were the judges...we gave the school group highest of coz...93 points!!! wow!!!!
then bowling started.....first game i got 136, 2nd game got 120.......jeez....my scores are dropping...where's my usual 150-180? gone with the wind....sObs.....
but i was the highet scorer in my team...yes me....Ms Josephine Ho...lol...they keyed my name in wrongly and i became a miss....so Ms Josephine Ho was ranked 16 amongst all the guys and NSFs....and the team led by Ms Josephine Ho was ranked 10 amongst 27 teams....lolx...everyone was laughing at me can?!?!!?
got 4 strikes and each strike can get a prize...i only took 2....coz i guai...lolx....give other ppl chance mah....
then finish ler....went to Lot 1 to meet my mum and sis and ate sushi....yummy!!! ate lots of sashimi (oops...i feel diarrhoae comming again...hehe) and eat until damn full sia.....
quite a fun day yesterday....man....i will miss them....those i love, im ok with and even those i dont really like....after I ORD....lolx.....how long more?
less than 4 months sia!!!! yeah!!! haha.....
PETER CHIA U STILL OWE ME $2!!!!!!
wahahaha
the facts of life....
- 12/31/2005 09:52:00 AM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
zai yi ci yong you
wo xiang nian qu nian de dong tian
xia zhe xue de na yi ye
ni gei de wen rou
jin wo de shuang shou
wen nuan zheng ge han dong
shi qu le ceng jing de yong you
zai ni li kai yi hou
dai zou le xiao rong
zhi liu xia ji mo
wang le xing fu shi shen me
mei you ni de ye te bie de qi hei
zhi neng bi shang shuang yan qu gan jue
mei you wo de ye shui zai ni shen bian
dai ti le na ge cong qian
shi qu le ceng jing de yong you
zai ni li kai yi hou
dai zou le xiao rong
zhi liu xia ji mo
wang le xing fu shi shen me
mei you ni de ye te bie de qi hei
zhi neng bi shang shuang yan qu gan jue
mei you wo de ye shui zai ni shen bian
dai ti le na ge cong qian
neng bu neng zai ting yi ci ni shuo ai wo
hui dao hai zai ni huai li de shi hou
neng bu neng rang wo zai yi ci yong you
ceng shu yu wo de wen rou
neng bu neng rang wo zai yi ci yong you
ceng shu yu wo de wen rou
this song....to me it was very normal....didnt think i will like it....till about an hr plus ago....
was watching "Reaching for The Stars"...S.H.E show...and Chen Kai died in Hebe's arms.....she cried and this song was playing....and subsequently...she became super sad coz ultimately...she still loved Chen Kai though she acted like she didnt.......
i just wanted to cry...then later....she kept thinking of the past and all....and when i went back to my room....my tears were already flowing....i locked myself up and listened to this song....till now.....uhm...8.50pm....tears still flowing....
this song? or the fact i saw that touching scene?
not really...the scene 15%...song 20%....mainly is myself....
memories flood back again....i cannot stop it....i tried to forget....tried to hate....tried to avoid....tried to ignore....tried to walk on.....but i think i cant....the ring? still on my finger....many people ask why....im stumped too....habit? fashion? memory? i dunno.....everything oso dunno....
Jade did some "fortune-telling" with me and she said I have a big heart....many issues i forgive easily....
ive forgiven u.....i just cant forgive myself.....i want back....dunno lar....but its telling me hard to be back....hard....walls.....barriers.....glass mirrors.....will it be the same? pointless to say all these especially when u are ready....u will just think im weak....
i am....but ive grown stronger outside....inside i dunno....why blog when i know u read? not purposely for u....but i just need to let is all out.....yar....
nights like this...i hate it...absolutely hate it......pain piles up....scars multiply....
i think the only way to stop is to stop itself......
the going out...
the return...
the waiting...
the ignorance...
the anger...
the sadness...
the break...
the sourness...
the fights...
the misunderstandings...
the nights out...
the chalet...
the decoration-renovation...
the sweet words...
the shoppings...
the figurines...
the swimming...
the tanning...
the warmth...
the kisses...
the hugs...
the holding...
the drawings...
the park...
.
.
.
be at peace and patient....time is needed for everything....
yar...
no more new...no more moving on....just staying here....
thinking...thinking........and waiting till i got the strength to move on.....
i just wanna say im sorry
the facts of life....
- 12/28/2005 08:17:00 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Kelvin has chicken pox......
Russell has the OMG-KNNBCCB diesease......
Nic has WY......
Mag has LL......
Wini has motorbiker......
ZQ has mahjong and movie kakis......
Brian has gf and son......
Mimi has mermer......
someone has someone...............
me? spending a lonely xmas tonight......naah...going kbox first......drown my sorrows...
THEN
lonely xmas..... T_T
the facts of life....
- 12/24/2005 11:25:00 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
wah...so long never blog liaoz......miss my blog so much...wahaha....
Friday
anyway....last friday met up nick, kel, russ, ian and WY to celebrate Ian's bdae...sort of....ate sushi and sushi tei....wah...their sashimi salmon damn thick and nice.....sugei!!! i ordered many plates lor......yummy...
then head over to settlers. this time we went Holland V de....under a flat....haiz...after we went there...we all agreed we prefer Clarke Quay's one....but this time i taught them the Beans game...called Bohnanza....but i think they dont like...wahaha....
why we dont like HV Set....
1. not much ambience
2. under HDB
3. ends early
4. bad service
5. lousy food
so basically yar.....haha
after that we went TCC for a drink and some silly games and Kel was....uh -hmm......slap him sia
then kel...feeling bad...drove me home...wahaha
reached home around 2plus slept at 3plus
Saturday
woke up late....and my fren kept messaging and calling me coz we agreed go swimming...haha
went swimming and tanning until 4 like that...then fren went home and i stayed for aunt's BBQ...nth much....boring...left halfway....go home and play games till 3++...haha
Sunday
of coz never go church lar...wahah....whole day at home play games...and weekends bad for me...i keep having lao sai.....yucks....haha
so now im at home...MC.....or CK if u think so....coz i lao sai!!! wahaha......anyway....playing games wor!!! so fun....
Hiroshi Taichou....jyane!!!
the facts of life....
- 12/20/2005 12:37:00 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
today celebrated Xmas at Marriot Hotel Lounge Buffet....played some mini games and ate lots....yummy...wahaha
before that at work...no one did much lar...me and ZQ did most but oso with half a heart...coz half day mah...haha...and can leave at 12pm somemore....but we left later coz have to teach Christine and Cindy how to man the counter....
then me, ZQ, brian and Fuu-Taijyou Lim....(Lt Lim) took cab down to Taka...browsed kino and then walked and ate Yakitori.....suge!!!
then we walked to marriot...reach there abit before 2pm...then realised 3pm then start....MAN!!!! wanted go Haagen Daaz sit and eat and chitchat....but stupid ZQ dont want....so boring...in the end walk to 7-11 bought drink lor....
then started...ate and ate....my table got me, Brian, Ah Shun, Andrew, K1 and Johal. had fun chitchatting....Ah Shun made jokes...I made lames....lOlx...
then played games see who can sms the fastest and send to Jade. First round ZQ won then 2nd round YY.....i didnt win....T_T
then awards....like Star Awards....
Best Soldier : Scott
Rookie Prize : Brian!!!!!
Creative Prize : Sean Ang, Daniel, Terrance & Ryan
Top 10 NSFs (Merit Award) : ZQ!!!!!, Ray, Alvin Chen, Andy, Mickey, Andrew, Jian Ming, Jiayuan, and 2 others i forgot...later add in bahz...haha
5 Super NSFs (Excellence Award) : Me!!!!!, Scott, Patrick, Joshua & forgot...later add in bahz
Special Glory Price : Peter
Super ICs : Kerene!!!!!, Jolrene & Eric
Wow....the smallest branch CSB....got 4 winners!!!! so happy!!! wahaha....
SIAO.....
anyway....ate and had fun.....but tmr work......eeeehhh T_T
the facts of life....
- 12/12/2005 08:45:00 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
nothing much this week....
today went down to Bugis...LaTendo and bought figurines...Bleach & Naruto...and some other stuff...wahah....Peter's stuff is included there...he owes me BIG money man...wahahah $_$...
damn nice lar...Bleach...funny and touching...but overall i still prefer Naruto...oh yeah....
tmr can wear normal clothes leh...jeans included...what should i wear leh? coz tmr unti celebrating Xmas at Marriot Hotel...so must "da ban"!!! wahaha....
see how bah...
the facts of life....
- 12/11/2005 07:08:00 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
I Am The Boss That Created The Betrayal Plot Of The Blokus
sounds weird? dont be...my life is weird...lOlx
last night met Kel and Russ for Settlers....first we had dinner at Chinatown Point's Swensen's....we shared an Earthquake.....and as usual, we squabbled over the flavours...
"No thin mint Joseph Saw!"
"Ok fine! then let's take Lime Sherbet and Orange Sherbet!"
"OMG KNNBCCB! No way man! Wah lau Joseph Saw...your tastes sucks lar!"
"I want Rum & Raisin..."
"OMGWTH! That sucks even more!"
In the end we got flavors we wanted....and as they didnt dare to taste my...i had more...coz i kop theirs to eat....wahaha!!! then they kept pushing me outta the way.....anyway...the one with all the shortforms or acroynms is Russell Tan...he's crazy with all these things for God knows what reason....
then at around 8, we arrived at Settlers...played Im The Boss first....trust me...3 ppl playing that sucks......so boring.....i won the first game....then they stopped me from winning anymore....wahahah....then Ian came and we played another round of I'm The Boss...
then while waiting for Betrayal, we played Blokus...and game where we placed tiles on a tile-board....the person with the least number of tiles left in his possession wins....damn fun...but makes u think alot...
finally Betrayal came...we played only one round...at first it seemed fun...until the time when the Haunt begins and i died....then not fun ler....but overall....me, Kel and Russ decided we arent playing Betrayal ever again....but definitely we are playing I'm The Boss!!!
next time im gonna teach them the farming game too!!! wow....too many games....too little time and funds.....lOlx
the facts of life....
- 12/04/2005 10:25:00 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
today, 1st of December....is the day Joseph Saw became another Joseph Saw, a better one, a braver one...one that does not turn away from harsh challenges!!!
wat day isit then?
it is....
the day where NSAD held Twin Tower Challenge in CMPB!!!!!!
whats so special about that? whats so un-JS about it? u may think....well...lemme tell u....
u know how Joseph Saw and sports/work-out...etc dont work together? u know how Joseph Saw always fails 2.4? lOlx....today....i tried and i did it!!! naah...no 2.4...not something that trival....but u all know ive been exercising much this year to keep fit right? haha...well....anyway....
Twin Tower is where competitors have to run from NSSC carpark to Tower A and up 24 stories then down and to Tower A, up 22 stories and down...then back to NSSC. Non-competitors....people like me only do one part. that of running to B and up and down then back....
i ran when it started...with only 4/5 people infront of me....i ran to B...but at the stairs...i walked ler...damn tiring...then people caught up...people like Jinhui and ZQ...but as i went up...i got worse! the space was cramp! hard to breathe! but i told myself i can do it! and i walked faster!
finally! lvl 22! i ran...coz i saw someone coming back...then i thought got toilet break! so i ran but OH NO! no toilet break! i was running down the other stairs!i was cui ler.....walked....and my legs buckled at every step i took...i thought "DIE"....keep showing off lar...say i got sexy legs...been exercising...but now im dying...lOlx
but after 3 stories...my legs were better...so i jogged and finally took off! then when i reached ground floor...i just dashed to the finish line!
but as i reached the carpark entrance...my stitch hurted so much i decided to walk to the end...but Mr Chandran saw me and shouted into the mike "Joseph!!! It's Joseph!!! Don't walk! Come on! Run to the finish line!" then i thought "damn...cannot walk ler since everyone knows im coming....what the hell"
haha....so i ran for all my life is worthed....i closed my eyes and dashed...i could hear Chandran, COL Tung cheering beside me as i passed....and i did!!!!!
guess what!!! out og hundreds of non-competitors...i was top 30!!! i didnt really count....but i knew about 20 or so overtook me at the stairs part.....so i was so damn proud of myself!!!!!
WAHOOOOO!!!!
then i was so damn shagged.....drank water and ate 3 ice cream! lOlx....
and NSAD Team 1 won first for the group competitors section!!! WOW!!!!
anyway...im damn proud i pushed myself when i was so damn tired and weak ler......and i did it!!! now....gave me lots of drive that i completed this within top 30...and seeing so many people that are fit and muscular there (not only NSAD....got many people from army joined...even officers!!!) encourages me on me plan to keep working out to keep myself fit...and get better!!!!
wow....damn hard to find JS with a goal eh? and im gonna work towards it!!!! alright JS!!!! im proud of u!!!
after u all read this blog....can u all praise me too?!?! haha....coz stupid ZQ keep saying im lousy simply coz he won me....hmph! dont care...coz this achievement was for myself!!!! yeah!!!!
so tired....gonna go sleep ler.....yAwnS!!!!
bu zuo ni de peng you
man man shi yi
suo you he ni de shi qing bi xu wang ji
ai de pan di
shen pa zai yi di yan lei jiu hui jue ti
wo ye bu xiang bei ni ken ding
zai zhe ge shi hou
shou wo rang ni gan dong guo
bie wo zhu wo de shou
shuo wo yi ding hui dong
zuo bu cheng de ai ren bian cheng zui hao peng you
bie qian zhe wo de shou
xiang zhe bie ren lian kong
huan ge fang shi qian shou bing bu hui gen hao guo
ke bu ke yi bu zuo ni de peng you
man man xin dong
mei you ren fa xian wo he cong qian bu tong
ni de yan zhong
kan de jian ling yi ge ren gei de gan dong
wo ye bu yao ni xin teng wo
zai zhe ge shi hou
dui wo bi cong qian wen rou
bie wo zhu wo de shou
shuo wo yi ding hui dong
zuo bu cheng de ai ren bian cheng zui hao peng you
bie qian zhe wo de shou
xiang zhe bie ren lian kong
huan ge fang shi qian shou bing bu hui gen hao guo
ke bu ke yi bu zuo ni de peng you
ying gai fang qing de tian qi hai xia yu
bie zhe yang xia qu
wo nan guo dan shi shuo bu chu kou
yi zhi tao bi
wo yi wei bi shang yan jing jiu neng wang ji
wo de ji yi
kai shi zai yu tian de qi yue er shi san
man man jing guo wo men yi qi rao guo de shi zhi lu kou
zen me zou dou zou bu daojin tou
bie wo zhu wo de shou
shuo wo yi ding hui dong
zuo bu cheng de ai ren bian cheng zui hao peng you
bie qian zhe wo de shou
xiang zhe bie ren lian kong
huan ge fang shi qian shou bing bu hui gen hao guo
ke bu ke yi bie hui tou
ke bu ke yi jiu fang shou
ke bu ke yi bu zuo ni de peng you
the facts of life....
- 12/01/2005 08:25:00 PM
